by Love Upenzi

I’m good for a while.  I’ll talk more, laugh more, sleep and eat normally. But then something happens, like a switch turns off somewhere and I shutdown. I am left with this darkness of my mind that I can’t explain.  But each time it seems like I sink deeper and deeper.  I’m scared.  Terrified that one day I won’t make it back up.  I feel like I’m gasping for air that I don’t even want. On a thin like from getting up and falling back down.  So I sit.  Sometimes in silence, sometimes in tears, every time alone.

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