Lately I’ve been feeling like I need to make drastic changes in my life. There are so many things wrong with the way I am living. It’s becoming a burden primarily due to my own fault. I’ve been lazy in getting my life in order. Most people say that and immediately mean financially. That’s the only part of my upside down life that is exactly where it needs to be. What I do with my finances is the issue. How i spend, what I’m spending on, those things need to change. More importantly I’m realizing that there are people in my life who serve no purpose other then to please themselves.
Its officially time for change.
Change in myself, the way I carry myself, the woman I have become and the woman I want to grow to be. It’s time to let go of all things against me. Including those who are also not for me. Friendships I once cherished feel like false alibis and deceitful lies. I know now who you are. And I release you. Release you from any entrapment you may have felt I held on you. Any bond you couldn’t be man or woman enough to break. Any obligation you felt to me, no longer exist. You are no longer needed. The
misery in place of what use to be is all that you have left me with. And for that I thank you. Your way of living and testimonies of a deeper friendship were simply pages in your book of lies. Thank you for showing me what a real friend is. Due to your mental imbalance I was able to see everything i did not want in a friend leading me to only seek the opposite of you. Those of you not worthy of my presence will no longer be graced with it. It’s a new beginning to a new life. Exhale.
Do you, because I’m doing me. :happy:
Have you ever just felt like wiping out your current life and just starting completely over?