Here I am again, asking questions, waiting to be moved. I am so unsure of my perception, what I thought I knew I don’t seem to. Where is the turn so I can get back to what I believe in? Back to the old me. God, please hear my call I am afraid for me. Love has burned me raw I need your healing. I need your healing. I’ve been such a fool, how did I get here? Played by all the rules then they changed. I am but a child to your vision standing in the cold and the rain. Lost here in the dark I can’t see my foot to take a step, what is happening? Oh, this hurts so bad. I can hardly breathe.
I just want to leave.
I’m signing off everything for a while. Everyday just gets a little worse than the day before. It’s not even one thing or person anymore. I feel completely off balance.